Angry

Have you ever felt like you wanna punch everybody surrounds you? Or maybe you want to eat them?

I bet that everybody has ever felt that. The question is how to control ourselves when we face such a big emotion?

Here's what Holy Spirit taught me. He taught me to keep silence. Don't speak or do something stupid, or everything will get worse (Something stupid means like showing off your emotion in front of everybody). He said to me to put on my headphones and listen to my favorite music. Beside those things, the other most important thing to do is that: Speak to Him what is in your heart. I guarantee you that no sooner do you speak with Him, his peace will come down upon you.

I've already proven it. This week I had been through some tough situations with my own feeling. I thought that everybody didn't really care or appreciate my work. I got angry many times but then Holy Spirit came to me and reminded me to keep silence. Then, after I listened to His warning, I took my headphones and played my favorite songs that calmed my heart. What I mean with favorite songs are : Christian metal/rock songs such as songs from Skillet, Red Band, 7eventh Time Down, etc. hahahahaha. Then I got crazy in front of the mirror and sang. I spoke to Holy Spirit about my problems and you know what? He came to me and sang these rock songs together. He made me smile and laugh. Trust me. He is a faithful friend.

Therefore, every time you get angry, remember to keep silence and do something great with Holy Spirit.

Ephesians 4: 26 (AMP)

When angry, do not sin; do not ever let your wrath (your exasperation, your fury or indignation) last until the sun goes down.

God Bless You!

Hear what Holy Spirit Says

To be honest, I'm not a perfect and holy girl like what people think. Well, I can understand why they think like that. It's because I'm a worship leader at church who usually leads them in worship. 

But, I am a normal girl also. I can be angry. I face many problems in life like common people do, but here's what I'm trying to do everyday. In every step that I take, I always try to communicate and hear what Holy Spirit says. Every time I want to do something which He doesn't like me to do, my heart always beats faster. I suddenly feel uncomfortable. I cannot sleep, eat, and live in comfort.

For example, a couple of weeks ago, I led the worship in Sunday service. Before the day came, He had told me the songs I had to sing that Sunday and I have listed them and gave them to the musicians. However, on Sunday morning I felt uncomfortable. My heart beat faster. There was something I have to do and it was so right. That morning, He told me to change the songs we've practiced. All the musicians were shocked but then they followed what God wanted. Praise The Lord, after we changed the songs, the presence of God filled the church wholly and brought all people in a deep worship to His throne.

Therefore, I don't know what you feel right now, but let us together learn to hear what Holy Spirit says because He is here beside us to guide and tell us what Jesus and Father want.

God bless you!

Berlayar Jauh

"Aku sudah berlayar jauh meninggalkan masa laluku dan bersiap untuk berlabuh di suatu tempat yang nantinya akan ku sebut sebagai 'Rumah' hatiku"
~Stefani Ekky

Quote diatas sebenarnya aku ciptain ketika 'mantan' pacarku mendatangi ku di malam hari melalui mimpi. Aku nggak tahu kenapa, dia akhir-akhir ini kerap kali mengunjungiku. Jujur saja, aku sudah lama tidak bertemu dengannya. Ya kalau dihitung sudah sekitar satu dasa warsa. hahahahha Bukan! Tapi sekitar empat tahun.

Setiap kali dia datang, selalu saja membuat ku merasa bahwa ada sesuatu hal yang harus kami selesaikan yang mungkin di masa lalu belum sempat terselesaikan atau malah ditinggal begitu saja. Aku sih nggak tahu itu apa.

Cuman, ada banyak orang yang berkata bahwa ketika kita memimpikan mantan pacar kita, itu tidak berarti negatif. Namun itu artinya, kita harus segera membuka lembaran baru untuk kisah baru.

Ya memang sih selama ini aku agak sedikit takut untuk melangkah kesana. Walau hati kecilku juga ingin memiliki seseorang yang bisa kupegang, kuandalkan, dan ku pandang dalam situasi apapun. Aku wanita yang normal. Jadi tetap saja aku ingin akan kehadiran sosok itu.

Tapi, sekarang ini yang bisa aku lakukan sih hanya 'Percaya' bahwa semua pasti ada waktunya. Tuhan juga nggak pernah terlambat kan? Aku nggak ingin terburu-buru memutuskan. Lagipula, aku menunggu suami bukan pacar. Ada perbedaan yang besar diantara keduanya.

Therefore, JUST BELIEVE! He will do everything in His perfect timing! 

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta 2014

Film Ada Apa Dengan Cinta itu emang nggak ada matinya walau udah berlalu sekitar 10 tahun lebih. Aku rasa hampir jutaan rakyat Indonesia pernah menontonnya. Temen bule ku pun yang ada di Australia ngaku kalau murid-murid disana belajar Bahasa Indonesia pakai film ini. Hebat nggak tuh.

Dan sebenarnya nggak cuman mereka aja yang suka sama film ini, AKU juga. hahaha

Tahun 2014 ini ada iklan LINE yang mengangkat kembali kisah film lama ini, dan kalian tahu? Aku suka banget sama iklan ini. Berharap sih emang beneran dilanjutin film AADC nya, jadi AADC 2 kek atau gimana.

Anyway, saking sukanya, sampai-sampai aku rela catet kata-kata puitis dari Rangga and Cinta. Mau tahu? Nih dia..

Adalah cinta yang mengubah jalannya waktu, karena cinta waktu terbagi dua, denganmu dan rindu untuk kembali ke masa.
~Rangga~

Detik tidak pernah melangkah mundur, tapi kertas putih itu selalu ada.
~Rangga~

Waktu tidak pernah berjalan mundur dan hari tidak pernah terulang, tetapi pagi selalu menawarkan cerita yang baru.
~Cinta~

Untuk semua pertanyaan yang belum sempat terjawab.
~Rangga~

Selamat Meng-copy!